Tuesday, July 21, 2015

From cuck to cocksucker- His story



Well, I know many of you have since left our little blog as we have not posted in a long time.  As you can tell from my fiancée's recent posts we are back and hope many of you return and share our blog.  And our lifestyle is more extreme now than ever.  In fact that in itself says a lot.  It is no longer a game, a side thing we do for fun.  Her being a Femdom Mistress, her being a Cuckoldress is now the norm.  Me being a sub. Me being Her bitch is now simply the way it is..  It is the way we live now. It is full time.

So, one of the things Mistress always wanted me to do was to show my submission to her by me submitting to a gay male dom for her pleasure.  She wants to make me a cock sucker.  Has marked me for many years as one by making me write it in marker over my hairless crotch and has told me that in order to truly be her bitch that I need to understand my place as a slut....a whore....and no longer as a real man.  My cock is a clit, my ass a pussy and my mouth needs to be a hole for dominant males cock to cum in.  I need to be a fluffer for her bulls yes, but I also need to know what it is like to feel like a tramp.  A true slut.  The best way to do that in her mind was for me to feel the cum of a man coat me. For me to feel a cock fill my mouth and for me to know the feel, smell and taste of cum.  Something she adores.  For so many years I had woman drop to their knees for me....fucked their mouths and called them my whores...came on their face and made them wear it....rubbed my balls on their soft lips and sent them home....well now it was my turn to feel like I made those girls feel.  Now was my turn to be made into a harlot.  Now longer as a game, but as a regular way of life.



So, with the new lifestyle, she made it happen.


We have know a gay male dom named E for quite a while now.  A good looking, very dominate male with a large cock. A man who has broken other guys before.  A man who wanted to make a straight man turn.  Mistress knew he was perfect and would train me and break me from a straight male to a fag whore with little trouble.  He had been waiting for a long time to take my throat and use it as hole for his cum. She knew he was the right man to take my virginity and to make the conversion complete. He would be the one to make me a faggot.  A cocksucker.  He would mold my throat to his cock head.



She made the arrangements and my Mistress and I met for a drink before we were to meet him.  He made it clear I had to have my chastity cage on, a collar and leash ready, be pumped full of Viagra and wearing a jock strap.  When we sat in the bar discussing the plan for the next hour and old friend of mine showed up and sat with us.  I thought clearly that this would break the mood and I would be able to use my safe word and get out of it.  How could I go through with this with a friend of mine chatting about politics and sports.  I looked over to my Mistress/finacee and she tapped her phone.  Obviously she sent me a message.



"How does it feel to sit and talk with your friend knowing that in 30 min you are going to be sucking cock"

"What would you think if he knew you were a whore"

"I think he would want you to suck him off. Get under the table and service him"

"Are you watching him talk and thinking of his cock", I bet its bigger than your dicklette". "Can you picture it sliding in your mouth, pass your lips, over your teeth, hitting your throat, blocking your airway"

I had to leave.  I was scared but knew I had to go.  I couldn't believe how strong and dome she had become.

When we got into the car, she took the collar and placed it on my neck.  Took the leash and attached it.  She told me it was time.  No more excuses.  I was to become the faggot cock sucker of a gay male dom and it wouldn't be the last time.


We drove to the male doms house and I blurted out my safe word.  I wanted to stop.  But no...this was no longer a game with safe words.  She fucked men alone, she took ten inch cock with or without me there.  She fucked my pussy at will.  And now I was going to suck cock for her. She ignored my safe word.  We had entered a new era.  She truly was in control. This whole game had started as my idea, but it wasn't mine anymore.  Truly for the first time.  She was in control.  And the control would never pass to me again.



We arrived at his house and in broad daylight, she got me out of the car,  walked me to his front door leash in hand and handed it to him at the door.  Here I was, now being led to a gay male doms bedroom by a leash.  As much as I wanted to fight it, by clit grew in its cage and leaked.  I was done, I was handed over to be someone's slave for the first time

The Dom went face to face with me...eye to eye....told me to breathe deep and relax.  My nerves finally settled.  He was in control, I was his to use.  He would be gentle but firm with me.  I trusted him. I knew my Mistress was nearby and in ultimate control. This was meant to be.  He told me to remove my pants. My shirt.  My socks.  My shoes. Here I was naked in front of a gay dom.  My fiancée sitting nearby watching.  Chasity cage leaking.  Pussy exposed.

He told me to get on his bed. Crawl on all fours.  He removed his clothing.  His large superior cock already hard in anticipating of training a straight man to be become a bi cock sucker.  He made me look at his cock.  Stare at it.  I have never looked at another cock before.  Not like this.  The head, shaft, balls.  Just staring at it.  I knew my cock but this one was different, bigger....and more importantly hard with desire for my mouth.


He told me to smell it.  To inhale its essence.  I trigger those parts of the brain that remember smell for life.  I smelled it. Cant say I ever smelled my own cock before, this was new.  It was clean and masculine.  Smelled like sex.  He made me smell his balls.  More masculine. Almost similar to the smell of an excited pussy.  But this was not a pussy....this was a cock and I was to please it.   I noticed something that stood out right away.  Hiss balls had hair on them...and his cock too.  Something I haven't seen on my own in two years.  It reminded me of my place. His cock and balls had freedom.  To cum when he wanted.  To fuck when he wanted. And to grow hair around them as men do, as a sign of masculinity.  He was allowed hair.  He was a man.  I was neither anymore.



He told me to begin.  To lick...to suck....to worship his cock like an ancient god.  I didn't know what to do at first but remembered what I liked girls to do to me when I used to get mine sucked. Yes, that's what I need to do, the things I liked done to me.  I licked the head, I rubbed my lips on the shaft, I tickled the underside of his cock. I twirled my tongue all around the head.  I thought, okay I am doing this so lets make it fast.  If I can do this well, I can have him in 5 minutes.  I began to jack his 8 inch cock off hard and fast in my mouth....I wanted him to cum fast.  Stroke a steady and fast rhythm like a cock in an ass or pussy.  Tight and wet and fast pumping.  But he knew what I was doing and he wasn't going to allow that.  He wanted worship.  He told me to stop....remove my hand and use just my mouth.  He cradled my head on his leg and had me lick.  Slowly.  To learn every vein on his cock.  To feel very inch of his shaft.  To make sure I remember this moment forever.  To know that his cock, this cock took me.  He slapped me with his hard cock like I used to do with a whore to remind them to get back to work.  I sucked deeper.  Slowly.  He fucked my throat and made sure I would feel it and remember how it was to have my lips stretched.  It filled my throat and I played with his balls to make this experience good for him and my Mistress.  I was his and hers to use.  I was his faggot.



I looked over at my Mistress, mouth full of cock and knew she was in pure sexual joy.  Eyes glazed over.  She knew what she had done. She had broken me further.  I was a whore for her.  She now owned my mouth like she owned the rest of me.  She has made me ...a straight alpha male ...in only a few years ...into a cock sucking whore.



I went back to my job, to make my mouth into a pussy for dick and to show I was a good cock sucker.  I worked his cock like a professional slut.  Sucking, licking, using my hands, rubbing his cock head all over my face.  If I was going to do this, I was going to do this good.  I was going to be a dirty cock sucking bitch who made men cum.  I was going to be the best faggot I could be.



My new male Dom was ready now, he wanted to mark me as his property.  To mark me like a dog marks his bitch.  He wanted to claim what was now his...my face...my mouth...my throat fuck hole.  He made me lie on my back and he mounted my face.  All I could see was my Mistress on the side watching as this gay male Dom mount my head laying his ass on my chest and stroking his cock over my face.  Like I used to with her so long ago, he was now in control of me and stroking his cock and slapping me with the head.  I knew he could see the red cock marks on my cheek.  The pre cum flicking off my face.  I heard him begin moan.  I knew what was coming.  I was on the opposite side so often in the past.  I knew what was going to happen. I felt the first hot drops spurt on my chin, then a heavier amount splash on my cheeks, another spurt in my eye, then a torrent cover my face entirely...spurt after spurt enveloping me.  Transforming me for life into a cum whore.  Washing me in slutiness.  Coating me in submission. I know why some girls never let men cum on their face.  Its the ultimate form of submission, even more so than swallowing a load this is a visual sign that you are just a tissue to cum in, a receptacle for a load of sperm, an thing to be used to take a mans load.



There I was, laying beneath a man who just came on my face, the hot load cooling down.  The Dom grabbed a tissue and wiped it from my eye as I had done to so many sluts after I came on them as a sign of kindness and appreciation for milking them well .  He rubbed my face...literally rubbing in the cum on my lips, nose, hair, cheeks, forehead.  I never knew cum smelled before.  Like a mix between bleach and sugar.  I know now first hand that cum does has a smell,  I wanted so much to wash it off.  But that was not to be. In fact as I found out I was to have that cum dried on me all night long.

My new male Dom who broke me in had to go, and my Mistress wanted to go get a drink and tell me how hot the experience was.  We dressed, the cum drying on my face and said our goodbyes.  But I knew I would be back.  I looked at the room and knew I would be on that bed many times in the future.  Sucking that cock and probably taking it up my pussy someday.

We left to get a drink. I had made the next step.  I went from cuck to cock sucker and it was only the start. Now when she marks me... It will be a fact.






Saturday, July 4, 2015

He's HOW big?

So, after finding the new Brazilian toy to tease pup with, I was ready for a new bull.  That same week, I instructed pup to put a new add on craigslist, this time with the sole purpose of finding me nine inches or more.

From experience I know nine inches to be pretty ideal for me, but I wanted to see if more would be even better.  So, pup found me ten.  Ten. Inches.
That's got to be pretty true to size for ten inches, right?
So, I couldn't wait to meet(feel) ten inches in person,  We met that same week, and after verifying he did indeed have a huge delicious cock, I knew I needed to feel him inside me.  Soon.

I had pup get a hotel room for the very next weekend.  We got an early check in, and I had pup prepare me as is our ritual for nights like these, with a slight difference.  He bathed me, and shaved me as usual, but my bull had requested I greet him wet from the shower, and when ten inches makes a request before he fucks you with ten inches, you honor that request.  :)


My bull arrived and I greeted him at the door, wet from the shower.  Pup was on his knees beside me, collared, useless clit kenneled, and wearing very pretty crotchless panties.



Ten inches (who happens to also teach, so we call him the Professor) wasted no time, pulling me into him and kissing me deeply.  Y'all, can I just say, there is nothing hotter than a man who sees what he wants and takes it.  I love when a man gives me that 'I'm going to devour you' look, and then grabs me and proceeds to do just that.  It makes me weak in the knees to be man handled by a real man, and it doesn't get more real than ten inches.

We played for hours that night, and while the play by play is a bit fuzzy (partly from it being two weeks since then, and partly from the delirium that ten inches brings on), what I cannot, will not forget is how ten inches feels....


I have learned over the last few years by fucking cocks that are several inches more than pup that my pussy has depths to it that yield pleasures beyond what an 'average' cock can give.  pup likes to send me articles that prove his 6.5 inches are average, like that is supposed to somehow make him better equipped to please me.  I always respond that mine is not an average pussy, so I deserve above average cocks to please it.  Every single cock I have felt since I first cucked pup has provided further proof that I need a minimum of eight inches to truly feel the pleasures my pussy is capable of, and the simple truth is that even on his best day, pup could never, ever provide the pleasures that a bull can.  This night proved that ten inches is my perfect fit, and can truly fuck every inch of me...


When he first entered me, we were in the doggy style position.  I am not going to lie, it hurt at first.  I had challenged him to make me take all ten inches, and he wasted no time.  He had no mercy on my pussy, thrusting softly twice, then ramming into me.  I gasped, asked him to slow down.  He pulled out, thrust softly two more times, then rammed the fullness of his manhood into me twice.  Both times I gasped in that wonderful sort of pleasure/pain that comes when it hurts now, but you know soon your pussy will adjust, will make room in preparation for and anticipation of pleasures that only a huge cock can give.

The third time he rammed, I ran away from him a little, jumping forward on the bed, but he would not relent and he pulled me back onto his huge shaft, forcing my pussy all the way down his shaft and held me there, tight in his grip, his cock pulsing inside me, unrelenting until my pussy had no other choice but to give in and make room for every glorious inch of him.



After that, every thrust felt like the most amazing, intense, unbelievable sensation I have ever felt, until the next thrust came.  I can't describe the absolute power that a large cock wields over my pussy. The waves of pleasure my body feels just from having one inside me is like nothing I've ever felt, and then when they thrust, it literally feels like an orgasm with every single one.  The only way I know they aren't orgasms is that they get better and better until eventually my pussy explodes with so much pleasure I am not sure I can stand it, and I cum all over that cock harder than I have ever cum in my life.



I have felt this with Tiger, who is nine inches.  I love fucking him, it is amazing.  But that extra inch?  Oh. My. God.  I literally trembled for several minutes after he fucked me the last time.  Wave after wave of,,, aftershocks?  Yes, orgasm aftershocks hit me over and over for at least 5 minutes.

Unbelievable the amounts of pleasure the human body is capable of feeling, with the right stimulation.  And I am here to tell you, ten inches is just the right stimulation for me.

Sunday, June 14, 2015

A new toy!!!

Due to some unforeseen life events, our play has been on a sort of hiatus for the past year.  We have played, and even sometimes with others, but not to the level we once were.   

A few weeks ago, pup (in the hopes of kick starting our game), decided to expand his ‘limits’ for me.  HE does this at times… Decides to throw out a challenge he thinks is too much for me, only to typically find that I take his challenge and rise above it. 

This was no exception.  On Tuesday night we were out, and he said that he had decided it would be hot if I felt free to pick up and random man I want at a bar.  There were some limits put in place, namely that before I decided to have sex with him, I would need to make pup aware, as well as inform the man of the situation. 



On Friday, I was out with some friends, and noticed a gorgeous man sitting across from me at the bar.  We made eye contact and smiled a few times, and when his friends left but he hadn’t, I knew my chance to put pup’s challenge into play.  It wasn’t very long until I had his number and a very promising good night kiss…

This had the exact desired effect for me, though it might have been too much for pup.  J



The next morning I had filled in my new friend on the situation, and he is very much intrigued.  While he is new to the game, he is eager to hold on and enjoy the ride.  For me he poses several interesting opportunities… First, he is nine inches (swoon), second, he is from Brazil, so he has a very sexy accent, and consequently he is uncut.  I have never had an uncut cock before, so I am very curious about that.  Do they taste different?  Feel different? I have heard they are more sensitive, and that makes me just want to tie him down and tease him until he begs me for release… 

But that brings up the most tantalizing opportunity of all, do I take him on and groom him as a new bull for my bullpen, do I simply take him on as a playmate, and just see where his very green mind might take things (seriously, he hasn’t done much… His answer when I asked him what the kinkiest thing he’s ever done?  Watched a girl play with herself.  How adorable is that?) , or do I groom him as another sub, teasing and torturing him and exposing him to new things, eventually perhaps even using him to train pup on cock sucking, which up until now he hasn’t had a lot of real-life experience?




Mmm.  The possibilities with this one are endless.  However, since I have been remiss for so long in telling you about my adventures, I thought perhaps you would forgive the neglect a bit more if I let you decide.  What would you like to see?  

Should I ride his long, thick, uncut rod until I cum all over it while pup watches?  



Should I ease him in and just see what a normal man can come up with? (He’s already requested a threesome with my pet, whom you will learn about soon I promise.)  



Or should I tie him down and make him beg? 




Let’s see if I can meet your challenge as well as I met pup’s…. xoxo 

Monday, January 5, 2015

Gone way to long. New video posted.

video
Bull with fiancee video. Click above 

We have been off the blog way too long. But we are still playing the cuckold game . To get back into the swing,  enjoy our video from last week. Mistress has now truly become a size queen and with a nine inch cock can cum from just having a cock go deep in her pussy. Something called hitting the cul de Sac in a woman. This video is her bull Tiger stretching her pussy out last and molding it to his bbc. More to follow...

Monday, October 14, 2013

Cuckold's mouth turned into a pussy

 
Well, there it is.
 I’ve never been this close to one before.  I’ve never even been this close to my own before.  My mouth is within one foot of an actual cock.  A hard, stiff, throbbing, engorged, wet, real cock. My Mistress has already licked it, sucked it, made it hard and coated it with her spit, now she demands I get close to it.  Very close.  I’m on my knees.  On my knees to a black man who has fucked my Mistress on a few occasions. Fucked her and made her cum over and over again.  With this cock within one foot of me. This is the cock she has grown to adore.  I stare at it.  Knowing the pleasure it has bought her.  Knowing that this cock has touched inside her in places I cannot reach.  Knowing it has rubbed her interior pussy walls deeper than I can get even with a toy. It has penetrated her and pushed into places that no matter how hard I slam into her, I cannot get.
 I look at the head. 

Her lover's cock in between Mistress 38E breasts

Its bulbous tip is smooth, dark, pinkish brown in color.  Different from my own that I have seen so many times.  Different in color and in texture especially when contrasted with the blackness of his skin.  Different in thickness and circumcised in a unique way like all cut cocks.  There is the head that has gone beyond the cervix of my fiancée and entered her depth.  She has told me that my “clit” can make it to the door of her pleasure spot and knock on that door which gives her some pleasing orgasms but this head. This cock head.  It busts open that door and travels beyond giving her pleasure my dicklette cannot hope to give. This head and cock makes her cum in ways she never thought possible.
I look at the shaft. 

Her lovers cock in Her hands
 
Well there it is.  It’s black, large, long, hard, and thick.  It bears no resemblance to my own in color, size or texture. I look down on my own caged white cock and realize that right now, it looks like Mistress says it is….a clit.  A clit in plastic.  His shaft is smooth; Mistress says it is flawless with no veins and bumps.  And she is correct.  It is like a smooth piece of alabaster glass. Made even more so because it is coated in my Mistress saliva.  The same saliva that flows through me when she kisses me is now coating his back alabaster cock.  This is the shaft that even encased in a condom doesn’t need lubrication when fucking my Mistress like my clit does, as her bodies gushes for it and dampens itself in preparation. It blackness and size makes it appear in some ways dangerous.  Mean.  Controlling. Like a dark sword looking to conquer.  It pulsates and seeks to be deep inside something warm and to control it.
I look at the balls. 

Her lovers cock in Her pussy
 
Similar, yet not so similar to my own. A distinct aroma of sex emanating from them permeates the air. They are larger, darker, and above all…more full then my own have ever been. Full of seed needing to be emptied and knowing they will be emptied in another mans woman. They hang lower than mine and even though they are pulled close to his body because of his excitement they are still larger.  Wrinkled and hairless, they too are covered in my Mistresses spit.  The look like fruit on a tree, ripe and ready to be picked. Shiny and warm, they are almost begging to be emptied inside of Her;   They even twitch in anticipation of releasing their heavy load.
Mistress pulls my head forward and I look closer that this thing, this creature that has made my Mistress cream and yell and call Herself his whore.   It is not enough to observe any more. Now I am close enough to smell. 
While a clean smell, it is clearly a smell of sex.  A slight musky odor that identifies itself as an aroma of a sex tool.  Of a tool ready to be used for pleasure.  It is the smell of fucking, juices, spit and passion.  Not unlike a pussy ready for penetration of which I have smelled much the slight humidity around it and perfume is that of pure lust.  But clearly this is no pussy getting wet in anticipation of being penetrated.  This is a cock…a black man’s cock and balls that are getting ready and primed for entering my fiancée and Mistress and rubbing her insides raw.  But not yet…Mistress has other plans for this alabaster cock first. 
I guess this was inevitable. 

Not a new girlfriend but a new Goddess
 
My fiancée turned Master wanted me to see her stroke a man’s cock at a party and got off on seeing my observation as she milked it.  My Master turned Cuckoldress wanted me to see her ride a large black cock and got off of seeing my observation as she was penetrated and came in a position I cannot make her cum in.  And now my Cuckoldress turning into a Goddess wants me to worship the object of her desires and transform me into her cocksucking whore. 
This is the next step in my submission.  Yes fags do this for pleasure, sissies do this to get off, but cuckolds, well cuckolds and slaves do this for the pleasure of their Mistresses and to show authority has passed from them. This isn’t about being gay or bi, this is about my submission to Her and to seal the status in the hierarchy of Her bull and Her relationship to Him.  This is to signify that He has assumed His place as the Alpha male and the main masculine sexuality in Her relationship.  This shows Mistress that this bull has finally laid claim to Her body and that the bull has broken the sexual bond that limited Her in the past.  She has replaced me and the new Alpha male in the bedroom is Him and I as her cuckold must show my acceptance of that.  It is similar to nature films where in a wolf pack where other males who are around the dominant Alpha Male how their submission, they keep their bodies’ low, shoulders retracted and mouth down.  The females notice this and mate with the Alpha. She desires me to show Him and Herself that He is now head of the pack and She desires to mate with Him.
 
 
My Mistress grabs my head and guides me, open mouthed to accept his cock inside what she now calls my face pussy.
 
 
At first I feel the smoothness of the head as it passes my lips and stretches them to accommodate.  My lips then drop a little almost a pop as the head passes and the shaft begins it journey in taking my mouth cherry.  The shaft is as smooth as glass as my Goddess has said.  Smooth and wet the black shaft fills my mouth and penetrates my throat. But this is no piece of glass.  This is a warm, hard, living, throbbing piece of flesh.  This is a cock, a black man’s cock and it is now deep in my mouth.  I am no longer a cock virgin but a cock sucker.  I look at Her and She is pleased, giddy in fact as she sees her fiancée turned whore with a black cock sticking out of his mouth.  I have now tasted and consumed cock.  It is not like the strap ones that my Goddess has made me practice on.  There is no plastic taste.  This tastes of cock sweat, of Her spit, of a salty pre cum.  It pulsates…its warm…almost hot….it is leaking.   My Goddess makes me sit there.  Not moving my mouth.  She wants me to experience the feeling of having my mouth filled with black cock, she wants to observe, she wants me to observe.  Again, I feel it throb in my mouth with each heartbeat; I can taste pre cum oozing on my tongue. It has taken my mouth and it knows it.   Her lovers cock has taken His prey and has shown its authority and dominance and She is happy about that.
Finally She lets me pull off it.
 
But that is only to tell me not to use my teeth and take it deeper.  To breathe through my nose and let the cock slide in.  It is not enough that I have tasted it, not enough to let it take my virgin mouth and penetrate me.  No.  She wants me to fuck him with my mouth to give him head, to blow him, to suck his cock like a bitch in heat.  She wants to give me lessons.  To teach me to be better at it. She wants to make me a blow job queen.  So back it goes in my mouth pushing even deeper that now I choke on it.  He is pleased He made his new bitch choke (as all men are when a whore chokes on their meat), but My Goddess is not as She wants me to be better at this act and to learn to take it deep without choking. A good cock whore never chokes but swallows her man, she tells me, swallows him deep so that her throat becomes a pussy for his enjoyment.
She has me withdraw and tells me to stick out my tongue.

 
She grabs his cock wet with my saliva and slaps it against my face, lips and tongue.  I feel the weight of his cock hitting, the wetness of it splattering on my lips.  How many times have I done this to girls? Numerous times.  Telling them to stick out their tongue, slapping it, looking down and showing them that I own them for that time being and in doing so making my cock harder with each slap on their whore face.  And here I am now being that same whore and feeling the weight of a large black cock slapping me but this cock is being held in the hands of my finance turned Cuckoldress and She is the one showing that She owns me with each slap.
She tells me then to lick it, to get a better feel and taste of Her lovers black cock on each area of my tongue.  I do what I know I like during head and I lick the underside of his black meat, near the tip.  I lick the shaft and roll my tongue over the head as I remember how my Mistress used to do to me before our roles shifted.  I hear him moan as I lick his leaking black cock like a lollipop and realize for the first time that this is not just between me and my Mistress but there is an actual male here and I am giving him pleasure with my mouth.  I try to push that thought aside and to treat his cock like a toy and that this training is just between my Goddess and me. I flick my tongue near where his cock meets his balls as sluts have done for me and his shaft rubs over my face and rests there pulsating even more and leaving a streak of pre cum on my chin.
 
 
Back she pushes my head on Her lovers cock.
 
 
She whispers in my ear how I need to learn to take it deeper. How I need to learn to please her lovers, to make them hard for Her, to be Her surrogate mouth when she is tired of sucking, to be her fluffer and cock whore.  I try to go deeper as requested and I push my throat onto His black shaft and try to swallow his cock like She wants.  My lips travel further down his smooth shaft closer to his root but again I gag, much to His amusement and Her disappointment.  I push his cock into my cheek in an attempt to cover more of his cock with my mouth and to show Her I can take this dick that she adores deeper, but my Mistress scolds me again for not deep throating.  She again withdraws the cock. Makes me sit on my knees in front of it.  I can smell the odor of cock on my own face, still taste the saltiness or the pre cum coating my lips and still feel my throat stretched from its girth and length straining to get deeper.
 Well, there it is. 
I’ve never been this close to one before.  I’ve never even been this close to my own before.  My mouth is within one inch of an actual cock.  .  A hard, stiff, throbbing, engorged, wet, real cock. I have licked it, sucked it, made it hard and coated it with my own spit, now my Mistress, Cuckoldress, Goddess demands I get away from it.  She is ready to fuck it now.